Sunday, February 22, 2009

pERsOnAl eXpErIence -- before n after being in a relationship ^^

heyz....haha just want to share about what i experience n notice...before n after being in a relationship..



i'm just wondering if everyone that are in a relationship would actually felt the same as i do...

i notice that after having a lovely n sweet Fiona as girlfriend...i really felt that there is something differnet in me. I notice that whenever i am around with girls or a girl, i find that i could express myself more freely than ever...i'm wondering if tis is because of

1.i know how to treat a girl better

2. i have confidence wihtmyself to the fact that i manage to have a gf ^^

3. i don;t hav to worry that i would have other intentions toward whichever pretty girl i talk to. (use to be easily attracted to jsut any-was desperade...WAS...)

4. i also feeling n thinking that i already have one, ^^ so duneed to even bother considering about the girl im chatting with.

5. simply coz i already have the BEst Girl d!!!....one who cares for me....one who reli does love me for not just looks but whats inside....one who had scarificed alot for me....one that is missing me every second every hour everyday....one that lightens my day whenever she is around.....one whom i really love

to: Fiona.....my love

Sarang hae yo....1314

Friday, February 13, 2009

Our very own...Valentines's Moment....

to my Fiona Darling:

today 14th Feb....might be valentines day...but to me...it would be a day that i would be thinking about you every hour...every munite....every second...every minisecond....every breath i breath.....Memories of us on our ''Valentine's Moment' keeps flashing in my mind....everything ocmes back to me afreash,and Darling...u noe what too...because of u...u have lift up my burden, my loneliness of this world, lifted up my enviness towards other couple... Vday use to be a very sad and envious day to me for the past 19 years...untill...i have u!!!!! because of you being in my life tho distance are long, u lit up my day, i no longer need to pity myself, question y am i being so lonely, so unlucky...because i know...very sure that...i have u n you have me...we have each other...and also a piece of each other's heart...to each of our empty hearts...be completed with each others's.....Happy Valentines day.

I Love you........


*kisses on cheek*

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Risky yet memorable Candle day in BU6 park.....





Risky yet memorable Candle day in BU6 park.....

Thursday.......5.2.09


^^ hehe this is the day tat i would never 4get..

the day when i came to bu6 park for u when we were suppose go ice skating...

lol...came at 3.50 n wait till 5 for u..hehe but it was ok...i was bz setup the candles anyway hehe...


....i will always remmeber teh way u reacted when u saw teh candles...n even question y am i being so silly doing all this...hehe....n afetr u saw the necklace...tears came rolling down ur cheek..wonder if u were touched or ...


=)

either way...tehre was many thought running in u..i noe tat too...but as i said those were just...thoughts...but see now..^^ everything turn up great!!^^V yahoo..

i also cna;t 4get...the way u leann on me...n when u hug me...also when u suprise me wit a kiss...lol...tat moment...i was reli stun...stunu coz..that was the 1st kiss from any girl...other tahn my mom n grandma...== hahahah


but yea...reli touched by it...by the loved that i felt...touched by ur love...

for the 1st time...i felt Liek i wanna hold u in my arms forever...n wish time would freeze.....

the way u looked at me also....felt so.....indescribeable.....felt so amazing..u were truelly my angle ....then n forever...


with the necklace...we both will alwasy hav a piece of each other's heart....forever engraved on it...i'll never 4get u.....Remember u Always....


Fiona....i realli do Love u sooo Soooo much...


i LOve U MoRe tHan AnyThinG in tHE WorlD!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

1 U as double date ^^


Monday ............2.2.09


^^ hehe after 10 days of CNY back home...finally we could once again meet up n hang out...

=).....finally could once again 'date' wit Fifi darling hehe


we 1st had Mcdonald...hahah u were 'complaining' about me getting 2 strews for one drink hehe...so funny


then we went for movie...hehe ''All Well Ends Well'' ^^ Whee...n wahahaha..so Funny the movie...bubt most importantly..fifi...u were even more intresting....keke

n u hit ur head on da wall for 4 times...kasian...hehe...lucky u still hav 'brain' ...=p hehehe


lol...guess after tat...we all had to go d...but somehow ...we stayed at 1u...n pissed elaine n Des off ...(sowie Elaine mui n Des)...hehe anyway...hehe feed each other wit tat wantan...lol n can;t believe u mix the soup in it haha...but still taste nice hehe...wonder if tats how u eat it...=p n u also mention i'm just like ur dad...eat those 'lfetovers' kekeke...


after tat...was aslo sumthing tat happen quite sudden hehe..we reached elaine's house b4 she did haha...but oh uhh...she got into trouble...but the best part...tat i could not 4get...i finally gave u a suprise ...erm...hehe...'muakz'....after hugs...lol.....


n tats the 1st time i kiss a girl.....^^V