Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Im human too...

sigh..

being a christian...i know that we have God..

but whenever i feel depress and lonely, i know that i can turn to God.
but..
God...im human too...i may be praying to U God, but...when i pray that u would encourage me, aren;t u sending people to encourage me?...''

then...why is that...whenever i have problems...i tell to someone who is 'holy' nad religious..i have the feeling that i ca;t tell them any problem...and just tell to God instead..

Hey..wake up please..im human too...and God send human to do the work k!!...
i need people's encouragement too....
is that so hard to ask for?
is it too much to ask for?
sigh...

why can;t
my leaders...
my love ones...
my parents...
my housemate...
my teacher...
my friends...

whenever i tell them something...a problem..
they always wanna give me advice to solve the problem myself immediately..?
why do they always fail to see...that im trying to improve..but i need encouragement to continue on the things im trying to improve on?

why do i feel as if im theonly one who can be sensitive enought to encourage people who need sit..but no one can do the same for me..

please...i know what is right and what is wrong...

i know some of the solutions to things...(unless i really made it clear that i need solutions on specific things)

all i need is really....
Encouragement.


whenever i do right...do good..please point them out to me...
so that i'll be motivated to do better...to do more...to expand on other areas...
this is call...Assurance!!!
and...so right...my biggest need..my biggest love language is WORDS of assurance!!!

with poeple pointing out what i did good...
- done well in studies
-made a really awesome model
-made a good move
-did a good job in handling things
-gave a good speach.....

i just need a healthy dose of.....praise..
whihc leads to...assurance...
which leads to confidence..
which leads to passion..
which leads to settig a right attitude...
which leads to good work..
which leads to mroe good work!!!